Here I went on Sunday mornings in a white summer dress and high-heeled white shoes on Lake Kaarste near Düsseldorf In a parking lot I posed for a wanker in the bushes by the car and when I had to pee, I just let my urine run vigorously. The fact that others could see how I just go peeing didnt bother me very much. On the contrary: I thought it was cool when individual men sneaked around there and secretly gazed at me.